Time To Sober Up
Posted: Tue Oct 31, 2023 1:44 pm
First off, today's article was just what the doctor ordered-videos and all. Thank you
I saw that I do exercises that are at best random with no 'to what end'. I start an exercise with no connection to 'to what end', assume that the doing of the exercise means that I am on the way to being a winner, and when I stop the exercise (never considering 'the long game'), I have produced nothing so I call myself a loser.
I'm at the point where it is time to break this cycle.
It is not my due to receive your help in any of this. It just isn't. So, I am merely requesting that you offer an ongoing challenge to support those interested in creating and carrying out projects. I want to pay separately for the privilege, and at this point, the only thing that seems right is that whatever projects I work on allow for me to express myself.
I saw that I do exercises that are at best random with no 'to what end'. I start an exercise with no connection to 'to what end', assume that the doing of the exercise means that I am on the way to being a winner, and when I stop the exercise (never considering 'the long game'), I have produced nothing so I call myself a loser.
I'm at the point where it is time to break this cycle.
It is not my due to receive your help in any of this. It just isn't. So, I am merely requesting that you offer an ongoing challenge to support those interested in creating and carrying out projects. I want to pay separately for the privilege, and at this point, the only thing that seems right is that whatever projects I work on allow for me to express myself.